I'm sitting here with Jim, Wandagail, A.J., and James wishing I was a Jeanie so I could cross my arms, and flip my head forward to make my home clean. I have decided that today is the day to get off my butt and do something about it. I've been depressed and in denial about it for way toooo long.
I missed my meeting last night. I slept right through it. I think that was the last straw with allowing myself to face the truth about my depression. I had laid down to nap before I had to leave to go to the bank. That was about 3:30 and I woke up at 7:00 this morning. Wandagail and Carrie suggested that I needed the rest. I don't know what I'd need it for though. All I've done lately is read the Bible, watch TV, meet with my Al Anon sponsor, go to meetings, and sit and sit and sit. I have been writing about it, praying about it, and talking about it, but taken no action. Today is my day of action. I will leave this blog, go take a shower, and get busy. I'm going to start washing and hanging out clothes between cleaning the living room then move onto the main bathroom.
Pray for me to complete the living room and bathroom today. If I get that much done; I'll be happy that I've accomplished something.
Here I go..Proverbs 12:24 The hand of the diligent shall bear rule: but the slothful shall be under tribute. I SHALL BE DILIGENT AND NOT SLOTHFUL!!!!
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