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Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Rededication

I had an awesome experience with my Daddy (who most people call GOD) yesterday! Something happened in me that reassured me that not only am I going to get through all these mountains I'm struggling, sweating, and crying to get up at the moment, but when I do; I will not only get over them but I will end up on top. You know why? 'Cause my Daddy has me abiding under HIS mighty wing and although HE makes sure I do the work to get up these mountains, down those valleys, and across those deserts- HE's there with me all the while - even when I sometimes try to listen to that old voice of that little immature newly Christian girl telling me HE's not because I'm not worthy due to my shortcomings. Then the growing woman of GOD inside me says, 'Oh yes HE is there and HE's already saved you from yourself and those sins that so easily beset you are shrinking and you are overcoming already and didn't even realize it.' It was SO wonderful to cry out to my Daddy, travailing in THE SPIRIT, and pouring out my everything with all my heart, mind, body, and soul! It felt SO good to feel the cool wind blowing through the small crevices of HIS almighty wing as I flew  through and come out on top of yet one more thing for one more day and even if it is just for the moment, perhaps for the hour, or maybe even the whole day-I have overcome and landed softly on my Daddy's lap again. HE is SO sweet and good to me and I thank HIM for the fact that no matter what I do; HE NEVER FAILS ME OR WALKS AWAY NOR EVEN TURNS HIS BACK ON ME.
More later. Busy with my middle child, cleaning the mill bugs that made themselves in
boxed food I've had in my baking cabinet for years. Yuk!! I never even knew anything like it existed before. Yuk, and again I say YUUUK!!!!!!!!!! But hey, at least it's not bedbugs or roaches, right?